Today is Monday, July 27, 2020. Monday’s are usually a drag because we’ve Churched hard the day before but now it seems as though days have been running into one another that I don’t know Saturday from Sunday and Sunday from Monday etc. I woke up somewhere around 6:20am desperately just wanting to go upstairs in my office and lay out before God for the countless individuals whose been weary, frustrated, angry, doubtful, fearful, mentally drained, uncertain, suffering with anxiety, suffering with mental health etc. Just simply not knowing what is happening and what is coming next. They’re in a fight of their life and just feel like giving up, it’s not always financial, some people just want PEACE of MIND. Anyways, it didn’t pan out that way as my niece woke up also. I played Todd Galbreth worship music and attended to her. I went back to my bedroom after so long and told my husband I was going to pray so that he can watch after our niece. It still didn’t pan out that way because I couldn’t find the words to say as I became tired in the presence of God, I just begin to think loudly how consuming, how draining, how frustrating, how fearful, how trying some this season has been for so many, including myself, mean while others are tasked with encouraging individuals that it will be alright when they aren’t too sure themselves anymore. So the only thing I could gather is God, Where Are You? God, Your People Need You! As I remembered “Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. 27 Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God” (Romans 8:26-27 NKJV).
You ever just wonder why good things happen to bad people and why bad things happen to good people? What are they doing that we as Children of God aren’t? We certainly aren’t perfect people but most of us are a people that sincerely Love God and others, we give, we tithe, we serve, we forgive, we obey, we push, we are patient etc. we just simply try to do what is RIGHT and it seems like the more we try to do what is RIGHT, the harder the FIGHT!
WHAT TO DO!!
Times are different, we are living in times where every man seem to do what is right in his/her own eyes (See Judges 17:6 NKJV). Being in a out of the church all my life has taught me one thing PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING. Even when life is unfair. God never leads us to dry wells. I know you’ve been waiting on God to show you His hand, to direct you, to turn somethings around for you and it seems like the closer you get, the further you get knocked back down and the struggle gets more and more severe. You’ve danced about it, you’ve shouted about it, you’ve prayed about it, you’ve fast about it, you’ve even received prophecy and confirmation about it but yet and still nothing has shifted for you. And all you can think is WHERE IS GOD? This can’t be the life in Jeremiah 29:11, so many have already doubted His very existence, however; at times you want to believe what others think but in all your stinking thinking the facts remain there is way too much evidence to start doubting God right now. But yet you become tired, you become emotionally and mentally drained, you become so heart broken, discouraged and simply tired of pressing.
WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
God shared with me in that moment that procrastination has hit the body of Christ in a huge way, God said I can’t do anything my people won’t allow me to do. It is I that gives the power to get wealth (Deuteronomy 8:18 NKJV). However; many have left things undone, including Books, Business Plans, Loan Paper work, Degrees, Phone Call Connections, Business Licenses, Unforgiveness, Heart Issues etc. If you want it go after IT and get rid of IT, this is the season of FULFILLED PROPHECY, things God have promised you in years past will be manifested in this season provided you do your part. You will PROSPER IN THIS PANDEMIC! It came so that you would have time to get your business straight. What did you handle while in Quarantine? Did you finish any thing you’ve started? The fact of the matter is we look at what we SEE vs. what God SAID. So we START and STOP and we give it to Him and take it back. God told me one day “Finish What You’ve Started” you’re not waiting on me I’m waiting on you. Which led into a blog (Check it out). If you go back to school I’ll pave the way and He did. I have an Undergraduate, Masters, and working on my Doctorate Degree. Can you imagine what finishing something you’ve started that God has equipped you do would bring?
2020 wasn’t suppose to go as such, CHILE….we are suppose to be experiencing double but yet many of us find ourselves in a season that our Faith is being severely TESTED. In this season of Testing, Trial, Tribulation, Turmoil, Trouble etc. What if the very TEST, TRIAL, TRIBULATION, TURMOIL, TROUBLE we face is the very thing that God will use to get us to DOUBLE. The world is impatient, don’t you become impatient because you feel like you can no longer handle the TEST, the test came to Position, Prepare, and Prosper you. HOLD ON My Sister, HOLD ON My Brother, I know there are many fancy Cliches out there about what God is getting ready to do in this moment of UNCERTAINTY, I do not have one but what I can tell you is ⬇️
I Just Don’t Believe God Brought You This FAR to LEAVE YOU!
If you believe it, find you a cute picture, place this on it “I Just Don’t Believe God Would Bring Me This Far To Leave Me” and Post it on your Social Media Handles! I will enter you into a drawing for a chance to win a $100 Gift Card, so of course I need proof.

What To Do, When You Don’t Know What To Do! Your HOLDING ON is saving someone’s life, someone somewhere is depending on you to whether this next TEST. We’ve all been in a place of not knowing What To Do, but isn’t that just like God to use these UNCERTAIN times that do not make any sense to make a MIRACLE. He’s BIG just like that! He’s GOOD just like that! He’s God just like that!
I AM ALL MESSED UP BECAUSE YOUR WHOLE STORY IS TALKING ABOUT ME NO IM NOT WEARY NOR DO I HAVE ANXIETY I JUST FERL STUCK LIKE EVERYTHING IS HELD UP AND I AM BEING TESTED SO I JUST DECIDED TO LET EVERYTHING GO AND LET GOD BE GOD. NO HE DIDNT BRING ME THIS FAR TO LEAVE ME NOW. I BELIEVE THAT GOD WANT HIS INTERCESSORS ( ME) TO GET BACK FULLY INTO HIS FACE THANKS EVERYTHING CHIEF APOSTLE HAS BEEN TEACHING ON YOU SUMMED IT UP IN THIS BLOG.
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My GOD! FINISH what you started. This is confirmation for me to continue with me studies! When I wanted to give up and give in, I could not. God would not allow me to. Those very words hit my heart and soul FINSHED WHAT YOU STARTED. GOD WILL DO THE REST
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I start, I stop…I start and stop again. My intentions are well meaning; perhaps, that is the problem…”my” intentions. So focused on “my” intentions, I fail to remember God’s intentions.
“My” intentions bring about strife within myself and with others, confusion, dismay frustration, and exhaustion.
But, “I “ mean well. I tell myself that everyday… I mean no harm…I tell myself that everyday, as well. I focus on working harder…never smarter. I fail to see the beauty in God’s world, in His plan. Instead, I waste this precious time he has given us, dazed and confused in the midst of chaos .
And I keep asking myself, “why?” Why am I on this continuous loop? Why can’t I recognize that I am, in fact, Webster’s very definition of “insanity” making the same mistakes over and over, expecting a different outcome.
Your blog has given me clarity and an answer. Quite simply, I have forgotten God’s Promise. Indeed, He has not brought me this far only to forsake me. He has a plan for my life and will equip me with the skills to exercise that plan. What I must do now, is stop focusing on “my” intentions, and start focusing on His.
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Vicky, it is indeed a blessing to share with you and so many others my past and present struggles as I grow in God and in grace. I had to learn it is ok to not be okay, sometimes we lose US trying to work so hard to please others and like you said our hearts and intentions are in the right place. But all God is saying especially in these uncertain times what about what I have planned for your life. I can relate to you in so many ways hence is why I encourage you so much. I just say we are in this together whether I’m at Ashley or not, get back to you and God, this season be selfish and make it about you and your healing. I certainly don’t believe God would bring us this far to leave us. You will WIN!!
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